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My mom is sitting here talking about bullying and how it disappoints her that mothers don't even notice their kids hurt or anything.
- Yet, I was bullied. For most of my elementary and middle school years. I used to do a lot of self harm.. and when I dated my ex boyfriend i'd come home with bruises on my arms and shoulders.
- She didnt notice once. NOT ONCE.
- And when I made a few confessions she said it was my fault, I'm stupid that there's just a demon inside of me. -____-
I’m starting to feel like I only have two best friends. One being my boyfriend.
That’s okay though. I’m grateful anyway. I love him more than anything and I know he’s there for me, I don’t even have to ask.
If I have to, I will work everyday until I’m in labor to get the fuck out of here. I miss living in an apartment with my boyfriend. We were happy and our relationship was great, I didn’t have to deal with my mom or my sister. I just saw them once every two weeks and they were nice.
My family’s belief is what’s going to rip me apart from them.
Religion is a belief. There are many of beliefs. I understand it’s a way of life for some people. I also understand that there are people who don’t care for religion. I was born into a catholic family. I was forced into the baptism, first communion and confirmation. I was young when I did all those. I didn’t even know what it ment. All my mom would teach is you’re going to hell if you don’t do it. I know that some catholics are amazing people so I’m bashing the religion altogether. I personally do not believe that being gay is wrong, and i don’t believe it’s a choice. I don’t believe that when you marry, you must be a virgin, because shit happens. You think you’re in love, hormones are involved and it happens. I don’t believe in a lot of the things the bible teaches. Other’s do and that cool. But my mom just goes crazy. She’s made me drink holy water because I was depressed for a long time and she thought that I had a demon inside of me. My family is full of ignorance. Whether it’s in religion or not. They think it’s wrong to marry a black man because we’re hispanic. They look down on tattoos and body piercings. my family tortured me for the longest time because of the way I dressed, looked, the music I listened to, my preferences in anything. I’m older now, I look a lot different, I’ve been through more outside of my family and they still manage to pick and nag about something. My boyfriend whom I love very much wasn’t raised in any religion. I love that about him, it took me a while to realize what I was supposed to believe in and what I believe in now and why. If I knew from the start, I wouldn’t have gone through with the ceremonies. Now I’m being pressured to baptize my child when I just want him to understand first. I’m in the wrong, and I’m “disrespecting” my mom. but I don’t do anything. When she starts telling me that my baby will grow up like an animal if I don’t baptize it, it heats me up. I try really hard to just nod and say okay and most of the time I do. Today she crossed the line and I told her that good people don’t judge other people’s beliefs. And she flipped out and said all religions that aren’t catholic aren’t real and god will punish them. WTF. She says that being catholic is life not a belief and she should tell everyone as a favor that if they don’t convert they’re going to hell. I can’t be here. It’s not okay. I’m never going to be accepted in this family. Even my sister who admits to not being so religious is trying to attack me telling me the only reason why I don’t believe is because I don’t know and instead of saying anything I should just read the bible. I FUCKING KNOW WHAT I BELIEVE. WHY CAN’T THAT CONVERSATION JUST BE AVOIDED? WHY?! I just want my family to stop treating me like this. If it’s not religion it’s something else.
- My mom keeps talking crap about my sisters doing my baby shower saying its going to be boring and I'm not going to be allowed to invite anyone. Which is not true. They have some cool ideas for games and everything. I'm excited for them to do it! My mom is just difficult when things don't go her way and I'm getting fed up.