January 2011
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My only resolution.
I’m going to learn how to understand my father, learn to get along with him, and maybe actually love him again. Maybe even teach him how to understand me.. I hope this works.. My goal for the year is to make him tell me he loves me, sober. At least once.
I think with this, I might actually figure more things out, on why I am the way I am.
I know I’m just like him.. I know....
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December 2010
128 posts
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“I used to tell myself
That I would never change a thing
Now I’m someone...”
– “ticking bomb” Eyes Set To Kill
I hate waking up so late.
sisthenekotruth:
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My weight.
It worries me that I’m 5’4” and down to 90lbs. Thats 15 pounds i’ve lost.
but at the same time, I kinda like to see the scale go down.
Its weird that, I feel everything growing.. or thickening.
My bones feel weaker by the day, and I never have much energy to get up. I walk for a few minutes and i’m already falling asleep.
My stomach has been extremely weird lately...
tonight was pretty fun
Watched Inception in my room with Randen, Waldo, Angel, Genny, and Marco.
I’m hungry.
Anonymous asked: whats andrews tumblr
@Steph
really?
damnnn, haha when was this?
YESH! some stuff are cheesey but other are nice, we just gotta search hard:P
Anonymous asked: Is there even any thrift stores here? other than buffalo exchange? :O i'm thinking about spending half of my money on brushes....
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I've got 8 doorknobs for 7 doors. I'm still 6 feet...
I hate how much I trust Marco.
He makes me forget about everything when we hang out.
EVERYTHING.
It’s kinda weird, definitely terrifying. Our friendship is probably just going to drift away again.
I just hate going from seeing him every single day, to completely stop talking to eachother.
And even tonight, still took my mind off of everything.
All we did was sit in my attic and talk.
and he makes me talk wayy too...
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kittens shouldn't be able to use puppy-dog eyes
sofapizza:
I slept all day, my hips are in so much pain.
Marco is coming over right now, surprisingly.. We haven’t spoken to each other in while, plus he lives on the other side of Vegas.
Anonymous asked: andrew reblogged the thing you wrote about it. Just felt like telling you.
I feel like my hips are breaking, they hurt so...
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sailorstars asked: Oh and do you really wanna go shopping? :o
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June 17th 2011
will be the day I will be physically destroyed.
Before I even graduate.
deewhydeetee asked: Um, I have an ask box...
And no, because I didn't audition yet (Jan. 25, still thinking about doing it).
And no, because I didn't audition yet (Jan. 25, still thinking about doing it).
sailorstars asked: You're crazy Shelly!<3 your eyes are broken! i'm telling you!
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maybe im the problem
jesseforsleep:
shellyspaceship:
You aren’t the problem, you aren’t A problem, you are the solution.
You are the only solution to your life, to your feelings.
You aren’t the problem, I swear to you, you aren’t.
He is not the problem either.
What would I do without Shelly?
I love you too Jess:]
I’ve spent alll day with my buddy Oscar Flores.
Oscar lives in California and I never get to see him.
I went with him to get his “remember your mortality” tattoo. We talked a lot, and I even opened up a little. We laughed and enjoyed some old memories.
It made me want a tattoo of my own. ha, and I think I’m getting it sometime next month.
On each side of my hips there...
maybe im the problem
You aren’t the problem, you aren’t A problem, you are the solution.
You are the only solution to your life, to your feelings.
You aren’t the problem, I swear to you, you aren’t.
He is not the problem either.
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Take your time, I'm only dying.
@claudia
Thank you, that really does mean a lot, and thanks for taking the time to read it.
I’ll always be here for you too,<3
I feel the need to get a few things off my chest.
before I do,
1.half of my followers probably won’t read this
2.Only 1/4 of my followers know me personally
3.This isn’t up to bash, and i need to let my side of things come out. Even if it isn’t to anyone that knows me, i just need to let it out.
4. I am sorry this is stupid.
5.I’ll probably end up deleting this.
6. I can’t hold it in...
Christmas Eve
Everything I said I wasn’t going to do I did.
But the difference is, I didn’t do any of it out of my depressive feelings, to escape or anything, I did it for the enjoyment of being with a great friend, who I wish I could have spent last christmas eve with.
In about 1 hour, I broke my full year of no alcohol, smoked cigarettes, smoked hookah, and got high off of spice.
And you...
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